Seems like i'm loosing my grip.
Feels like am getting out of touch with my reality.
Everything seems a blur now,everything seems opaque.
My nights are like space journies,
the further i go,the more weightless i become.
But the quest for a new order seems endless.
Save me from this emptiness i have become,
Pull me away from this void i find myself in,
hold me baby,
hold me tight and dont let go.
For i am frail and my ship refuses to set sail.
No more of this path,no more.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Before the fall of normal.
Watch your back!I screamed at the top of my voice. Imagine this guy,reversing his car without paying attention or using his side mirrors,afterall they were made to aid people navigate their way efficiently i said to myself. Without me screaming,the drunk man would have rammed into my brand new escape!imagine the thought of that!men,i dont want to even think towards that angle.
Fact: Some people are born normal,while others are not. In some cases,its either a medical condition or just some divine mystery,but in any case not every body is born normal. While some people born normal tend to advance towards abnormality(thats why we have psychiatric wards),and others were just born like that. What am i getting at your wondering,well i will tell you. I was just surfing the internet when some story caught my attention about a couple living in the suburbs, who had six children with no social security number,no record of education or immunization,they simply where non existent according to americas records. Now thats really not what caught my attention,the shocking story is that this couple who brought this kids into this world to undergo mental,emotional and psychology trauma,where actually father and daugther!!!Can you beat that!children spun out of evil desires,incest. Now,the question is when did they fall from normal?yes normal,the norms that hold a community,the acts that govern a culture,the right thing,the moral standards set by our fore fathers!what was it that made these creatures do this?was it the devil?was it drugs?or was it plain madness?i don't no the answers,wish i did thou!but then and again,when you look around the globe today,the abnormal seems to be trend setters!look for instance some so called musicians what they do in the name of entertainment!yes they can afford to cover their bodies with beef slices or egg yoke/shells for all i care,and can even insure their body parts for millions of dollars,and we see that as nothing but amusing because they are celebs right!wrong!white is white and black is black. Their is nothing like cold hot water,or a white black cloud. Either your one or the other. You see people tend to accept what is abnormal just to avoid being out of place,or ridiculed. now thats the wrong thing to do. Yes,you might be scourned at,abused,stoned,laughed at and all that,but all that doesnt really matter in your final destination,because what really matters is doing the right thing no matter what the consequences maybe.and being remebered for it. So the moment we realise that abnormal hype is just a way the abnormal in the society draw attention from the less enlightened majourity,the aware few should uphold standard and live by such set principles.kapish!!!
Fact: Some people are born normal,while others are not. In some cases,its either a medical condition or just some divine mystery,but in any case not every body is born normal. While some people born normal tend to advance towards abnormality(thats why we have psychiatric wards),and others were just born like that. What am i getting at your wondering,well i will tell you. I was just surfing the internet when some story caught my attention about a couple living in the suburbs, who had six children with no social security number,no record of education or immunization,they simply where non existent according to americas records. Now thats really not what caught my attention,the shocking story is that this couple who brought this kids into this world to undergo mental,emotional and psychology trauma,where actually father and daugther!!!Can you beat that!children spun out of evil desires,incest. Now,the question is when did they fall from normal?yes normal,the norms that hold a community,the acts that govern a culture,the right thing,the moral standards set by our fore fathers!what was it that made these creatures do this?was it the devil?was it drugs?or was it plain madness?i don't no the answers,wish i did thou!but then and again,when you look around the globe today,the abnormal seems to be trend setters!look for instance some so called musicians what they do in the name of entertainment!yes they can afford to cover their bodies with beef slices or egg yoke/shells for all i care,and can even insure their body parts for millions of dollars,and we see that as nothing but amusing because they are celebs right!wrong!white is white and black is black. Their is nothing like cold hot water,or a white black cloud. Either your one or the other. You see people tend to accept what is abnormal just to avoid being out of place,or ridiculed. now thats the wrong thing to do. Yes,you might be scourned at,abused,stoned,laughed at and all that,but all that doesnt really matter in your final destination,because what really matters is doing the right thing no matter what the consequences maybe.and being remebered for it. So the moment we realise that abnormal hype is just a way the abnormal in the society draw attention from the less enlightened majourity,the aware few should uphold standard and live by such set principles.kapish!!!
Friday, January 14, 2011
BloEee and cRish......
Presidential primaries were just concluded in nigeria,with the incumbent president Goodluck(really his name works for him) winning with a land slide victory against his opponent mr.atiku who got nuked by his own people after much bragging right on national dailies on his part.
Well in my opinion all that nonsense politics they play doesnt really bug me. Every other day i am told to exercise my right to vote and be among the millions of nigeria to effect change!(pure bullshit). I love my country to the extreme,no doubt but am disgusted at the desperate, cunning, shameless games and godfatherism that is played in the corridors of power! Selection instead of election, under G movements(coded deals),and all the bribery and corruption and no one of them is innocent from the top to the bottom. Not that it does not affect me directly,it does affect me and the millions of youths like me out there but the truth is our leaders have made us so desperate that we are now scavengers in our own richly blessed country. Day in day out you hear 100 billion dollars was paid as bribe,40 billion was looted by one person here n there,geez!!you begin to wonder if this technocrats and techno mice have ever seen a bible or quoran in their entire lives with the heartless way they hold a whole country to ransome......
Nigerians we have to stand with one accord and decide what we truely want for ourselves or else these zombies will keep looting our tresury,sending their kids overseas while we remain here chewing on our lips and scratching our heads like a lost race.msheeeeeeeew!!!!!!
Well in my opinion all that nonsense politics they play doesnt really bug me. Every other day i am told to exercise my right to vote and be among the millions of nigeria to effect change!(pure bullshit). I love my country to the extreme,no doubt but am disgusted at the desperate, cunning, shameless games and godfatherism that is played in the corridors of power! Selection instead of election, under G movements(coded deals),and all the bribery and corruption and no one of them is innocent from the top to the bottom. Not that it does not affect me directly,it does affect me and the millions of youths like me out there but the truth is our leaders have made us so desperate that we are now scavengers in our own richly blessed country. Day in day out you hear 100 billion dollars was paid as bribe,40 billion was looted by one person here n there,geez!!you begin to wonder if this technocrats and techno mice have ever seen a bible or quoran in their entire lives with the heartless way they hold a whole country to ransome......
Nigerians we have to stand with one accord and decide what we truely want for ourselves or else these zombies will keep looting our tresury,sending their kids overseas while we remain here chewing on our lips and scratching our heads like a lost race.msheeeeeeeew!!!!!!
Friday, January 7, 2011
locked in a bomb.
hmmmm!crazy things seem to be happening this new year.the year is yet to start and see me runing for my dear life already.what is this all about you might say,well just read on.
Around precisely 2:30pm yesterday,i was working on my desk when information filtered through the office security system telling everybody to vacate the building,only word ringing in the air was ''bomb''bomb!really,this was the first time i would be experiencing a bomb scare in my life. I have seen bomb explosions on t.v,watched movies about it,read it on papers,but to experience it!never up until yesterday. The panick rush of individuals who didnt know what was happening but had to run for their dear lives,people tumbling down the stair case just to get away from the danger zone,geez it was crazy. But thank God it was just a scare so they say.
Well the truth of the matter is my city is no more safe,terrorist have decided to infiltrate my city and make it unsafe for us all,so i guess its time to be a rambo in this era of bombs,kidnapping and assasinations. God save us all........
Around precisely 2:30pm yesterday,i was working on my desk when information filtered through the office security system telling everybody to vacate the building,only word ringing in the air was ''bomb''bomb!really,this was the first time i would be experiencing a bomb scare in my life. I have seen bomb explosions on t.v,watched movies about it,read it on papers,but to experience it!never up until yesterday. The panick rush of individuals who didnt know what was happening but had to run for their dear lives,people tumbling down the stair case just to get away from the danger zone,geez it was crazy. But thank God it was just a scare so they say.
Well the truth of the matter is my city is no more safe,terrorist have decided to infiltrate my city and make it unsafe for us all,so i guess its time to be a rambo in this era of bombs,kidnapping and assasinations. God save us all........
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
New resolutions!reality or phantom
Like they say all good things must come to an end,and great beginings start from somewhere. Yes 2010 was an eventfull year for most people (myself inclusive),but it had its own drag and not so eventfull occurences which include the bomb blast in nigeria,civil riots in ivory coast and a host of other sad stories i really don't want to discuss here(may be some other time). In general it wasn't such a bad year for most people.
Well as the new year begings we see ourselves making new resolutions we hope to abide by as the new year kicks into full swing. The question is how many of us really adhere to such resolutions through out the year?yes i will stop smoking this year,no,i won't drink alcohol this year and the list goes on,but by the time we get into the next month,we are back to square one.Doing exactly those same things we said we would stop.Sometimes we see ourselves even getting worse than we were the previous year,drinking more than we did last year,smoking more sticks and so on and so forth.Well this is were i come in,i dont make new year resolutions anymore. Why?you may ask,but the answer is simple.IT DOES NOT WORK FOR ME. What i do is i simply write down my strenghts and my weaknesses for the last year,analyse them and see how i can be a better man the coming year.I set feasible and achievable task/goals for myself and work towards achieving them,pray ernestly for God's intervention in my life and that of my family and his guidiance in all my activity. Yes it might sound like a work over but it ain't.It takes discipline and dedication to make it work.
So people,if you must make a new year resolution every coming year then don't make at all,instead look inwards and discover yourself and your potentials and find ways to harness them and build on them till you become the man/woman you want to be. Learn like there was no tomorrow,be inquistive,ask questions,live life,make mistakes,love and strive towards perfection all in a gradual sequence and set a target/goal that you know you can achieve, and pray to God for wisdom,knowledge and understanding. HAPPY NEW FOLKS,God bless.
Well as the new year begings we see ourselves making new resolutions we hope to abide by as the new year kicks into full swing. The question is how many of us really adhere to such resolutions through out the year?yes i will stop smoking this year,no,i won't drink alcohol this year and the list goes on,but by the time we get into the next month,we are back to square one.Doing exactly those same things we said we would stop.Sometimes we see ourselves even getting worse than we were the previous year,drinking more than we did last year,smoking more sticks and so on and so forth.Well this is were i come in,i dont make new year resolutions anymore. Why?you may ask,but the answer is simple.IT DOES NOT WORK FOR ME. What i do is i simply write down my strenghts and my weaknesses for the last year,analyse them and see how i can be a better man the coming year.I set feasible and achievable task/goals for myself and work towards achieving them,pray ernestly for God's intervention in my life and that of my family and his guidiance in all my activity. Yes it might sound like a work over but it ain't.It takes discipline and dedication to make it work.
So people,if you must make a new year resolution every coming year then don't make at all,instead look inwards and discover yourself and your potentials and find ways to harness them and build on them till you become the man/woman you want to be. Learn like there was no tomorrow,be inquistive,ask questions,live life,make mistakes,love and strive towards perfection all in a gradual sequence and set a target/goal that you know you can achieve, and pray to God for wisdom,knowledge and understanding. HAPPY NEW FOLKS,God bless.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
mrs angel.
From the age of three i knew her to be a queen of hearts. Ever so gentle ever so calm. We all called her Mrs angel because that was what she really was to us then. Always ready to assist us and calm our nerves down once we started to cry due to the absence of our mothers hands. She would lift us up,and hold us gently to her bossom like we where her own kids,showed us love without prejudice of religion,tribe or ethnicity. She was our saviour,she was our protector,she was our teacher.
Mrs orakwelu,humility personified,a rare gem of our time. A woman of standard and principle,a hard and deligent worker. A woman who dedicated her life to helping others acquire knowledge,ever willing to help a child who had difficulty understanding. Patient and always calm with a beautifull smile spread across her face at all times,A mother,a guardian,a wife,a teacher,my angel,my guide,a Godly woman,her peoples pride.
God knows why he took you from us in your sleep,so sad. I cry at our loss,but celebrate your life. I rejoice at the though that your in a better place of endless joy. We left behind will miss you, for you touched my life and that of so many others like me. Your a rare gem and your memory will forever leave on in our hearts. Adious rabi,adious Mrs angel.
Mrs orakwelu,humility personified,a rare gem of our time. A woman of standard and principle,a hard and deligent worker. A woman who dedicated her life to helping others acquire knowledge,ever willing to help a child who had difficulty understanding. Patient and always calm with a beautifull smile spread across her face at all times,A mother,a guardian,a wife,a teacher,my angel,my guide,a Godly woman,her peoples pride.
God knows why he took you from us in your sleep,so sad. I cry at our loss,but celebrate your life. I rejoice at the though that your in a better place of endless joy. We left behind will miss you, for you touched my life and that of so many others like me. Your a rare gem and your memory will forever leave on in our hearts. Adious rabi,adious Mrs angel.
Monday, December 20, 2010
my all white christmas.
Recently i have been surfing the cable channels and the internet for anything intresting to capture my attention,all i see is a white christmas.everywhere covered with snow,koreans fighting each other,brothers killing brothers. crazy isnt it!yeah thats what i feel it is. The coming to an end of an eventfull year with mixed feelings, varying events, great accomplishments and beautifull survival stories. yup!it was sure a helluva time being alive on planet earth. just wondering thou what christmas would be like in war torn countries like iraq,sumallia,ivory coast,the two brothers at each others throat(koreans) and the list goes on. Well if you can, show love,spread peace and joy in what ever way you can and have a lovely white christmas as we count down to our annual yearly celebration..........just remeber moderation is important to what ever kind of fun your having and if you cant come up with anything to do just hala at me,i just might have a secret formular for you so long as you are adventurous.lol!
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